TOAL.

Trip of A Lifetime.

I go away for 2 weeks, perform to my heart's content for a great and diverse audience...only to realize that what I want to do is travel the world and spread positive music. What do I do with that dream as I sit at a cubicle for 9 hours 5 days a week?

I sigh.

I pray.

I dream.

I wait. patiently.

God has a plan that is now, slowly being revealed. Something is brewing within me...further. the same thing that brewed in me and resulted in a life changing move to Chicago. I don't know when I will be ready to go after my dream with both wings...but something tells me...soon...(but also) not too soon. I have yet to learn what it is I need to learn in the present situation that I am in. So until I yield to God's will and His instruction, I won't be going anywhere (that is, in a physical sense)...there is always the studio down the block which will let me go somewhere mentally and sometimes spiritually.

But until then, I will be paying bills and dreaming of the Spinnaker Lounge where I did my first gig ever with On The Fly and the Stardust Theater where I performed in 7 different productions. I will dream a dream that was once alive enough to whet my appetite for my REAL purpose....and will become alive again.